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    With Emilia and the others preparing for the Tower expedition, Ram is left behind at the Miload Mansion to oversee a tiresome task: the hiring of a temporary servant. Candidates arrive one by one, none meeting her exact standards.

    Just when she's about to call it quits. A latecomer stumbles in.

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    In a reality that should never have existed, two cursed stars—unloved by the world—cross paths.

    To abandon yourself to become something else. To lose your humanity in the pursuit of a happy ending.

    In a world that seems to despise their existence, two forsaken souls find a bond neither had ever known before.

    The nameless hero, betrayed by the world’s love; a fractured soul struggling to find its own path.

    The soulless witch, condemned by her very nature, who sees in him the perfect key to achieve her goal.

    Perhaps this is the end of everything known. Or maybe it is the beginning of something far greater. Ambitions and ideologies clash; dreams and hopes intertwine in darkness and tragedy.

    Two lives lived at opposite extremes, finding a twisted harmony in a shared fate.

    For the witch and the knight of the undead… this is only the beginning.

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    After fleeing to Kararagi with Rem, Subaru leaves Lugunica and the Emilia camp to their fate — resulting in their destruction at the hands of the Witch Cult and the White Whale. Following the events with Zarestia, Subaru has finally settled down and started a family. Yet the question remains: can he truly be happy?
    Short Answer: NOPE
    Long Answer: MAYBE

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    Natsuki Subaru, whose name is eaten by the Archbishop of Gluttony, has to face a nightmarish reality that he has tried so hard to avoid ever since coming to the fantastical medieval world that once seemed like a chance for a new beginning. No longer remembered by the world, he comes to the realisation that perhaps the same people who would throw him to the White Whale, watch and do nothing as a Mabeast curse consumes him, and use him as a tool to follow a perfect path toward a delusion lasting four centuries—maybe, just maybe—are not worth saving. After all, who will come to save him in the end, if not himself?

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    Subaru Natsuki was not even a year old when he appeared in the snowy forest of the underground.
    No one knows how he got there, wrapped up in nothing but a red cloth, but after a certain tall smiling skeleton found him, he ended up being raised by the two skeletons brothers we know best, both of which acting as his older siblings and helping to nurture and care for him.
    Subaru's peaceful life of learning to cook and further hone his magic, magic which he received from the judge of the underground himself, is however cut short when THEY arrive.
    The demon child. The one who tore apart everything that Subaru grew up with until there was not
    Now after a long series of events not explained in this summary, but luckily explained in chapter one, he is in the world of re zero.
    Just like in the cannon story.
    Except now he can utilise both his monster magic and luckily less damaged mental health as effective tools.
    How will the story change when he is no longer weak, but now, follows in the footsteps of our dearest lazybones, utilising that signature blue magic?

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    3 children. 2 boy's and 1 girl, destined to clash to determine the fate of Lugnica and the world. From another world a 5 year old boy fell from the skies one day, wandered the streets of the capital, and was nearly killed. He was however saved by an unlikely source, Regulus Corneas the Archbishop of Greed. This boy was Natsuki Subaru and he was adopted into the witch cult.

    The 2nd child was destined to be throughout Heaven and the Continent the strongest. Reinhard van Astrea, referred to as a monster, blamed for his mothers death, and seen as a national threat at just 7 years old. He was confined to his families manor and left isolated. Yet one soul heard his pleas and began to train him. The captain of the Lugnican Royal guard.

    The final child, A pink haired Oni by the name of Ram was separated from her sister after her villages destruction. After wandering the woods alone she fell into the hands of a Doctor. One who would train her in the ways of mana usage and bring out her full potential in his own secret society.

    These 3 children would be destined to clash alongside their factions. They would be destined to go down in history for centuries to come.

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    Subaru estaba acostumbrado a ver el infierno una y otra, y otra vez, estaba seguro de haber visto suficiente...ahora se enfrenta a un infierno diferente, uno mucho más amable de lo que estaba acostumbrado.

    No esperaba que así fuera como la gente lo veía...

     

    ✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️

    En resumen, un watching de Re:Zero con mi toque, en esta realidad.

    ✨️Subaru despierto
    ✨️Solo el bucle exitoso
    ✨️Retorno por muerte censurada

     

    Se tomaran licencias creativas en varias partes, advertidos quedan.

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    Subaru caught the notice of something that was objectively unimportant. Lesser spirits. Dimes in dozens.

    “And they came.
    He didn’t have to beg.
    Didn’t have to earn it.
    Didn’t have to die for it.”

    They gave him love. A love he didn’t have to earn through death and performance.

    “Please. Save me.
    Be my strength.

    And I swear—no matter what—I’ll protect you. All of you. I’ll be the best damned contractor the world’s ever seen. Just... lend me your power.”

    He answered their love with awkward sincerity and a pathetic plea for salvation.

    “They loved him—as much as lesser spirits were capable of love.
    So they did the impossible.
    They weren’t just forming a suicidal contract.
    They were becoming one.”

    They responded to his plea with a miracle. A divine gift to the powerless and afraid. A guardian angel.

    “The spirits had fused. A new entity was born. Something new. Something sacred. Something divine.
    And Subaru was its contractor.”

    Through love, came a miracle. Through a miracle, came life. Through life, new possibilities sprout forth.

    A rewrite of Vanity IF: Now with more Dadbaru

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    As always, after the events of Priestella, Subaru lost his name to Gluttony. He was tortured, primarily by Ferris, to gain information on the Witch Cult. And after he lost his perceived use as a prisoner, he was executed.

    But then his name was returned. And all hell broke loose.

    Satella would return hm to the world, but only after the entire world has gone to shit. Without their holder. the Authority of Sloth and Greed were released and managed to find their way back to the Witch Cult through their 'new' holders. The Royal Camps have now been destroyed in almost every way that matters and were forced to disband officially due to the ensuing backlash after Subaru's execution. The Sword Saint has disappeared, War is everlasting, Morale is low and the Witch Cult are more active than ever. And most importantly, a star reformed after disappearing for a year.

    Good Luck, Subaru.

    OR

    What if Forgotten Subaru was sent forwards in time to a year after his name was returned?

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    "It takes losing everything you love to realize what they truly mean to you."

     
    Now you may wonder what a 7 year old named Natsuki did to end up in the middle of a fantasy Isekia and having to start from Zero. Not much actually. One day he was doing his homework for school, like any normal boy would do, and the next thing the boy knew he was in the middle of an empty field.

     
    Confused, terrified, and alone in what can be considered the middle of the Wilderness a young Natsuki Subaru traverses the vast wilderness of Lugunica. He has no powers, no way to come back if he dies, he is human, just like you an me. This is the story of how Natsuki Subaru was dropped into the middle of a world he had no knowledge of and no way of coming out of, yet made the best of it. A Boy dropped with nothing but his empty notebook for elementary school, a pencil, and a manga.

    He also finds a strange blue hair girl around his age also on his journey who seems just about as lost as he is if not more so. Despite the all odds stacked against the boy, he will find a way to survive if not thrive in this new world.

     

    In the worst case Scenario he'll smell the daffodils before he goes.

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    Subaru thought being in a fantasy world would be cool—until he realised he wasn't a 'he' anymore but a pale-skinned, white-haired chick with dark eyes. What the hell? And why did everyone either want to kill or worship him? Turns out, being summoned as the Witch of Greed or Echidna comes with chaos he never signed up for. Fantasy dreams? More like nightmare fuel.

    Basically Subaru wakes up as Echidna.

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    Subaru was just minding his own business when he suddenly found himself in another world...

    In a girl's body. A girl with an axe. And horns. What the hell?! Why? Why not as a handsome man instead?

    Well, whatever, he will face it all and become the ultimate iseaki protagonist, the gender bender is the only downside anyways. First of all, he should form a party with...a priest, a warrior and a mage. Hopefully there will be a cute elf too.

    [Poor, poor Subaru...]

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    Strength, aura and courage— she was everything he wasn't. She had the power to protect everyone, the guts to speak clearly.

    In which Subaru has the ability to transform into a magical girl who can do everything he can't. That's a good thing, right?

    ...right?

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    "For a milenia I've lived, For a milenia I've eternally lived, I've lived more then any mortal could ever imagine, I've walked the Path of Faith, I've faced the forces of Apophis head on, seen empires fall, seen the first of our immortal kind help the world and the ailing spirits of its people heal, While my own Ka has grown weak and my very soul runs out in this strange land, I have yet one final task, one final duty, that is to help you child, you who have suffered long before you're death, wallowed in thy very own mind with a self-hatred so potent it scorches like the very sun of Sahara and the unyielding Dja-Akh, I am Kor-phan, A simple and humble priest in life, and now I come to you and offer you salvation"

     

    AKA: Subaru gets double immortality along with a life-long therapy session and Satella gets a new roomate she never asked for.

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    SUMMARY REWORKEDx2

    What if Subaru never asked Reinhard for help in Arc 1? Follow a story that diverges from both Envy and Pride.

    Natsuki Subaru has indulged in sloth. In doing so, he's lost everything he holds dear. Now, he must cope with his shortcomings and try to move forward, no matter what lies ahead. Failure is no longer an option, relaxation is a luxury he cannot afford---he will diligently succeed, for there is no other answer.

     

    Inspired by Re:IF Nageku by Phuqitol, Vagrant Royalty by KnockTok, The Next Queen is the Witch of Glaciation by SiriuSssIsNotFortuna & several others.

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    A calm breeze whisked its way through the medieval city, the sounds of those that live in this foreign land chattering and laughing away akin to a musical symphony in the air.

    It was peaceful– it was calm and almost serene despite the noise, and on one of the many cobble-slabbed streets opposite to where the dragon-hitched wagon's parole stands a young man of peculiar attire.

    He stood tall, firm– almost like a statue, his white, otherworldly hair blowing in the wind and resulting in a few odd glances being sent his way.

    “Eh…?”

    He blinked– Once, twice– thrice–

    Before finally daring to move as he angled his dark-tinted sunglasses downward to allow his eyes, a rich, sky blue with flecks of various brighter and darker tints of color painted into them to have a look around at these unfamiliar lands.

    “Weell– This certainly wasn’t on one of my bingo cards...”

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    The Year is 2012

    A new game is out on the App Store.

    “Plague Inc”

    Subaru decides to give it a shot with an interesting custom scenario called “FORGOTTEN”

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    It has been 11 years since Natsuki Subaru's mysterious disappearance, and 10 years since his return from another world.

    With his memories from the other world locked,
    Subaru, with the help of his parents, managed to complete his education, land a great j*b,
    and of course marrying the love of his life.

    It seemed everything was going well for Subaru.
    Well... It was,
    until one night: both he and his wife were on a late night date together, when suddenly...
    "WE HAVE BEEN SUMMONED YO ANOTHER WORLD?!"

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    ❝Silent Hill is going to be our escape from all the chaos and boredom of our life.❞

    Natsuki Subaru promised the Emilia camp a break, a fun vacation to the resort town of Silent Hill. But the moment the suffocating fog rolled in, the escape became the ultimate trap.

    The town doesn't conjure monsters; it conjures truths.

    For Subaru, utterly defeated, the entities that crawl from the mist are worse than any Archbishops: they are physical, rusting embodiments of his self-loathing, the guilt of his endless deaths, and his horrifying fear of failure.

    Subaru knows now: He didn't run away from the chaos. He walked directly into the only town capable of sharpening it into a perfect, inescapable terror.

    [No need to know about "Silent Hill" to read understand this story.]

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    Crunch… crunch… crunch… was one of the few sounds that could be heard as the boy walked through the snow. The frigid wind billowed, staggering the boy, who, due to his frailty, collapsed into a heap of snow. It stung against his bare arms. The boy had long lost the tracksuit that kept him from freezing completely, having been mugged off of him in exchange for his own life. The boy had practically nothing to his name anymore. Hell, he barely even remembered his own name, the frigid cold having numbed his mind. The only thing he felt now was fear. Fear enraptured the boy until it was all he knew.

    What if the Envy route wasn't the canon story, but a darker story, like the IF stories we are familiar with? The boy known as Natsuki Subaru leaves everything behind, leading him down a dark path. How far will his Envy take him? Will he die, satisfied with his own death? Or will he become the very thing that destroys the entire world?

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