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Eddie clicked the link taking him to the audio, then turned the volume down on his phone so only he could hear.
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During a journey to discover himself, Eddie stumbles across a familiar voice that makes his journey a little easier.
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What's the perfect time to have a sexuality crisis? Definitely not when you're trying to fix your marriage by playing a couple with your wife on stage. And definitely not when your new costar is sex on legs playing a character that's temptation personified. And especially not when that costar hates your guts. Too bad for Eddie that at Theater 118, there's nothing he can do except let madness take its toll.
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OR: 911 does Rocky Horror!
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This Place Could Be Beautiful, Right? You Could Make This Place Beautiful. by Mariereads167
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 Oct 2025
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Life is no longer the same for Eddie and Buck. The last seven years of comfort and familiarity are threatened to be washed away and in its place now is a physical seperation by hundred of miles.
But alas, they trudge on.
Buck learns how to love himself amidst loneliness and how to let that be enough.
Eddie grapples with his shifting identity and what it means to be unsure of yourself in a world that seems to be so unforgiving.
Both men find love in one another and in their diverging lives. And even in the weeks and months to come, as they make their way back to one another, they realize that loving themselves is the only foundation their relationship can rest on.
OR: Buck remains in LA with his lingering feelings in this new chapter of his life without Eddie by his side.
Eddie is in Texas working on his relationship with Christopher.
When you are a parent, you are trying to sell the world to your children.
‘Any decent realtor, walking you through a shithole, chirps on about good bones.'
And both Buck and Eddie realize that to love the world, they must first love who they are in it.
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- Part 1 of No One’s Ever Had Me (Not Like You…)
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«You can’t go, okay? I won't survive it. And I know, I know. I’m making it about me again, I just…»
Quiet sobs interrupted Buck’s words for a few moments.
«We need you, me and Chris need you… I need you. Please, stay with me… please…»
In which Eddie has a near death experience which puts him in a coma that sends him on a spiritual journey of self discovery.
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Buck's Extraordinary Playlist by salenora
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Zoey's Extraordinary Playlist (TV)
14 Oct 2025
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Post lawsuit
Buck gets an MRI for ongoing headaches, during the MRI there is an earthquake and he comes out with the ability to hear people's own feelings through song.Or,
Buck is Zoey from Zoey's Extraordinary Playlist
Inspired by that TV Show.Series
- Part 9 of Obsessed with Random Crossovers
- Part 15 of All Based In The Lawsuit Era
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“Eddie, you need to pull your head out of your ass!”
Who the hell does Tommy think he is? “What the hell do you mean ‘pull my head out of my ass’?”
“God Eddie, you are clueless. You’re in love with Evan! Everyone can see it. Hell, they probably have been waiting for you to figure your shit out for years. Everyone knows it, but you. He needs you, and if you aren't here for him, I’m going to step in, and you are going to lose him for good.”.....
Will Eddie realize, in time, that what he's always been looking for is right in front of him? Or will he lose it all for good?
After the death of Captain Bobby Nash, Buck is shattered and the only person there to pull him up is Tommy. The only person he feels he can lean on without burdening them while they're grieving. Tommy is safe... He's outside the circle of grief... Buck can't sleep, battling nightmares of that horrible night. Born to save someone and couldn't do that... Now he feels like he failed again...
Tommy offers up one last chance to Eddie... Wake up or I will step up and love him in all the ways you won't
Will Eddie realize his feelings before Tommy replaces him? Will Buck stay with Tommy even if Eddie declares his love for him? -
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Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley, owns the bookstore Fahrenheit 118. He meets so many walks of life who come and go from his bookstore, but the day he meets a soldier named Eddie Diaz he embarks on a journey to tell the greatest story of all, a love story.
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Eddie Diaz, a single father to ten-year-old Christopher, meets bookstore owner Buck and becomes best friends with him, but that's not where their story ends...or
Buck owns a bookstore and Eddie is his new favorite customer.
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Eddie hates Buck's parents. Buck hates Eddie's parents. They swear they're never drinking again after they drunkenly invite all four of them to a dinner party.
Of course they agree on pretending to be recently married, just so they piss their parents off and make them leave as early as possible, get it over with. Because what other option could they possibly have?
When dinner comes, not only are they having the worst night of their lives, they also end up jeopardizing their friendship.
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Today might just be a good day. A great day, even. This bagel and coffee are sparking a fuck ton of joy right now. Buck sparks…huh, I don’t know…it’s very close to joy, but it's not…Weird. My stomach kinda hurts now. Oh, well. My coffee and bagel are good enough for me right now. Hopefully that’ll help. Now, this shift better be alright. No tomfoolery. No hijinx. No nothing. Just chill. Relaxed. Calls that aren’t crazy. It's indeed a Monday. First day of the week. What's the worst that could happen?
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Eddie feels his emotions, and his body doesn't know how to deal with that.
Have you ever tried to ask out a crush and get "butterflies" in your stomach to the point where you feel sick?
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The lawsuit is done, Buck is back at work, it'll take time, but everything will return to normal eventually, right? The firehouse crew is hurt, and Buck is struggling. He starts to spiral, going back to his old habits, with no one there to see or catch him. How long can he last on the downward trajectory? Or will someone notice before it's too late?
i.e Buck struggles with his mental health and relationships following a lawsuit against his fire department.
I'm bad at summaries. Just your typical post-lawsuit fic.
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Buck's laughter gets cut off when Eddie speaks up again, “Aren't you cold?”
Buck pauses, looking next to him to find that Eddie hasn't looked up from his shirt. The look in his eyes was dark and full of swirling desire. If his mouth were still open he would probably be drooling.
Oh?
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Buck has a realization that Eddie is attracted to him. Like a lot. But he's not sure if Eddie is aware of this. He does his best to help him out, even if Eddie pulls back at every chance he gets.
However, Buck is nothing if not persistent.
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If you asked Eddie Diaz what grief felt like, he’d tell you it was a smoke alarm that never turned off.
If you asked him what denial felt like, he’d say it was standing in a strip club surrounded by objectively gorgeous women while his eyes—traitors—tracked one man through the crowd like a compass needle finding north.
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By the look in your eye
I can tell that you're no longer sleeping
But we're still dreaming
Don't put it all on me
By the end of the day
It's clear that we're both never leaving
But if we're still breathing
Don't put it all on meor
Eddie moves back from Texas and in with Buck. Maddie convinces him to pick up some shifts in dispatch to get some space and perspective on the changes in his life. A gay awakening ensues, just in time for a disaster that could risk everything. Angst. Angst angst angst. I promise you a happy ending and some fun chat scenes along the way, but it comes at a price and the price is trauma.
This fic starts up shortly after where Season 8 ended, timeline wise. Assume canon compliance through that point, though some things will be glossed over (looking at you, Thomas Kinard). Title is from the song by Noah Cyrus and The Fleet Foxes.
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So, okay, it makes perfect sense and it's new and terrifying, but it still doesn't feel like the point. Because this is not about him liking men, this is about the man he's in love with. And somehow, against all expectations, liking men doesn't feel as big a deal as loving Buck.
Or; Where Chris agrees right away to live with Eddie as they mend their relationship, but Eddie can't seem to stop feeling unsettled. Until he figures out why.
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Eddie teaches at an MMA gym to make ends meet in LA while he waits to start the Fire Academy. Meanwhile, Buck needs an outlet that isn’t random hookups so he decides to give MMA lessons a try. Buck hates Eddie immediately, but he isn’t sure if it’s the way he’s so horribly perfect or if it’s the way he nitpicks and constantly critiques everything Buck does in the gym. Maybe Buck didn’t intend to goad the guy into a rough, dirty hook up in the empty gym, but he isn’t exactly complaining either. When Eddie freaks out and says he won’t teach Buck or see him again because they made a mistake and Eddie is straight…well. Buck just takes that as a challenge.
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“Buck?” There he is.
“Eddie.” Eddie’s face scrunches in confusion.
“W-what, what are you doing here?”
“Can we talk?”
“Buck…” Eddie leans against the door frame.
“Please Eddie. Let me explain, I don’t want to fight with you. I just want to talk.”
“We already did. We yelled at each other in my—your kitchen. Remember?”
“Eddie, come on man.”
“I’m sorry Buck, you came all this way for nothing.”or
After Buck and Eddie's fight, Eddie leaves a note for Buck. Turns out, "went to the airport" is the same as leaving. So, Buck follows Eddie because it's all he knows how to do.
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“Whose turn is it to deal with that?” Leo asked, a chip paused halfway to his mouth as the three of them stared down the hall where Chris had just stomped inside, growling like a feral dog before slamming his bedroom door.
“Nose goes,” Buck and Eddie said in perfect sync, fingers shooting to their faces.
Leo rolled his eyes.
‘Of course’
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Grief has a way of twisting everything. One moment someone is alive and laughing. The next, they are bleeding behind a glass wall and gone, and you can’t reach them. One moment someone is just your friend. The next, they feel like a part of your soul, and maybe they always have been. But then they could suddenly never be your friend again if you dare to cross a line.
Buck knew he was sliding into a spiral. He had been here before, enough times to recognize the signs. Recognizing it didn’t make it easier. It didn’t give him the strength to fight it. He didn’t have that strength. He had lost Bobby, and he carried that guilt like a weight that would never lift. He could never outrun it. He could never outrun the memory of the glass door, the look in Bobby’s eyes, the way he had walked away. Nothing, not a thousand saved lives, could balance that moment
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One thing that eighteen-year-old and thirty-four-year-old Eddie have in common?
Yearning after someone he thinks he can’t have.
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OR Eddie makes the trip from El Paso back to Los Angeles in a moving van he came in, reminiscing about his teenage years one mile at a time. -
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Todo empezó con mermelada...
E hizo que Eddie se diese cuenta de que "sentía cosas" por su mejor amigo.